The Way We're Working Isn't Working

Yeah, this is the book I get for myself when I made my one day trip with Sim to KL.

I don't know why, when I see this book I just want to buy it because I want to read it.

I was so lost in the working world, I hope I can find some answer through this book.

It cost me RM58.

I bought another two books. Total 3 books for RM114. It's gonna worth every Ringgit of my money.

Another two book is from Frank Mc. Court. I had talk about his book on my very first blog post in this blog. I realise the book I read is the second book. I bought his first and third memoir book.

I always think it's worth buying a book. I must pay the author, for bringing beautiful lessons and stories to entertain my life. Not many author are able to write really good book that will dance with my heart and brain.

But I won't watch original, because I think there are still millions of people out there who will watch original. So it kinda makes me think that my contribution is insignificant while the portion of money I have to pay is large.

I still have many books not finish reading yet. There's still many more books I want to read but not able to find time for it. I hope my coming holidays would be able to give me more time to do what I desire to do for long time. Magazines to read, weekly and monthly. I was now so back behind. Need to catch up, or else I would keep reading last month magazines to catch up with the latest copy of magazine.

Back to my main objective of switching on my laptop just to share this important conclusion from the the first chapter of the book.

"It is also true that if you're not actively working to get better at what you do, there's a good chance you're getting worse, no matter what's the quality of your initial training may have been"

Life sometimes is a joke. It's funny how I get a bf like him (someone perfectly opposite) that'll encourage me to read and and finally influence me to love to read.

Life is a sour for now, I hope things will change or improve eventually. Let's pray sincerely - I deemed this as something hard to achieve. I found myself often fail to be truly sincere in my prayers. I wonder how it can become.

It Has Been A Long Long Time

Omg, I just can't find time to come here to blog. Time passes too fast, tied down with unhappy environment. Argh I feel so suffocated there...............

Hardly can find time to go facebook. In the office, have to curi curi go facebook. Sien!!!

I dislike my job, what the fuck right???

Oh my, I just don't know how. I just feel so strong that I should leave. I just can't can't can't bear to sit at office and sell spare parts. It's so borring, unchallenging, unmotivated, uninspiring. Maybe mostly because I didn't want to be here.

Last Singapore trip was nice and LOVELY. Meet up with all my sweet friends. And had some slow and sweet moment together.

Aha, what life is about. I start questioning the meaning of life, the meaning of working for someone, the meaning of making someone rich and richer.

I do hope Sim do not get stuck in a working world like me, I always support what he was doing because fact is working world is not just right for anybody.

I was so lost, LOST and LOST.

I want something just to have a little direction in my life though. I got quite upset when I screwed up last 2 days. What to do, this is life. Uncertainties, unpredictable, unstable.. argh it's just all inside me.

I got to promote good energy around me. I got to change gear, always change gear, the gear box also rosak liao. =_=

Confident issue, that's what Sim always said to me. He is so right. He understands me.

Working Adult

Hoo haaa.... In a glimpse of time, I am not a working adult. No more crying for candies. I have to admit that it has been a long time ago since I last blog.

Since I'm done with MMU, I was so busy everywhere.

Let me update you on what has been going on since I reach Penang.

After one day resting at home, I must organize my my clothes in a proper wardrobe. Was searching high and low to find a good place for my clothes. It wasn't easy to find a place. Every sisters was occupying places. Even those who are not staying at home anymore has a bundle of clothes here. It took me almost 2-3days to finally finish placing all my clothes neatly and properly into wardrobe.

After one month, my clothes are all over inside the wardrobe. No longer properly organized.

My sister was having exam soon when I am home. She asked me to teach her add maths. So I guided her through for few days before I set off to Melbourne. I have to admit that I still have interest in add maths. It was always fun solving add maths problem. Perhaps, form four add maths was way simple and EASY. Haha~~

And yeah 11days at Melbourne was a like a dream come true. Extremely happy just pondering around the city. There are so many things to watch, so many things to observe. The feeling walking down the street was just simply great. A simple and yet contented trip I had. I had it on my way.

We didn't go to many places. But just go into detail in every street and malls in the city. We thought we had finish the whole city in the first 5 days. When we are at St. Kilda, we missed Melbourne city so much. That's when we think that we love city far more than suburban. We're supposed to spend the rest of the 4days at St. Kilda. But after a night there, we decided to pack our bag and go back to Melbourne city. At the city, I feel like "Yeah this is where I want to be!!!!!"

I have to admit that I'm more of a city girl than small town girl. Even though I might not spend time enjoying the city and spend more time in my own space, I would be happy just like that when I'm staying at city.

My memories of Melbourne?

The excitement of walking down the street, watching ang moh in the country, watching how people would have a cup of coffee on their hand while walking to keep themselves warm.

The excitement to meet my schoolmate there!! I was just ONE LUCKY GIRL. I meet friend here and there while travelling. Though I don't mean that I meet like many friends, it was just one friend I met that make my travelling so much meaningful. Thanks Shirley from Melbourne. Thanks Martina from Jakarta. Thanks Chenting, Sychiann and Andrea from Singapore.

I have to say that it's the best thing in my life. Fact is that the best thing in life only happens once in awhile. And yeah I'm not asking for more.

Shortly after coming back from Melbourne, I have to report to work. I was down with a little flu and fever on my first day of work. A lorry break down in the middle of Penang bridge on my way to work. Bad sign huh? Pretty much.

Then when I arrive at office, I felt warm. My senior instructed me to places I have to know, and introduces me to people there. I was shivering cold from the centralized air-cond. People in the office feel just fine with the temperature but not me. My body got so tired from fighting against the low temperature.

Work was pretty fine so far. Still a lot of thinking was in the process. I still can't figure out the foundation plan for my life. In the process of mapping @,@

Final Year Project

Will this be really final year project? Me and Sim had the same doubts. We can always try our very best to do the best, but nothing is ever secured. Nothing is ever promising in life. Anything can turn wrong in life within seconds and minutes. We just have to be ready always like what girl guide had taught me, cogan kata pandu puteri "selalu sedia".

Another 11 days to presentation day. My heart is still sank with fear. I am easily afraid if anything goes wrong between this period of time. This is the critical time of my life. Seriously critical though its not a billion dollar business, but it's about time which money cannot replace. I am very sure I don't want to waste my time here anymore. I hope I will be able to do my very best in this time before 10th of May.

Studying for exam is easier than doing the technician job, drilling, screwing, measuring, sawing, and cutting. While Sim is doing the operator job with the bread board, from a hole to another hole and test.

Holy holy holy life, this is engineering life and I am 100% sure I don't belong here.

My bed room had turn into mechanical and electronic lab.. A picture describe all.

Really pray hard that everything will be xun xun li li.... After finalise the schematics, I want to go to temple to pray again. I can do my very best, but the rest is on God's hand.

Nearer

I must think I can. The damn lab report need like 30 pages for only 5 marks. So "bo tat" =.=|||

Almost no choice here, cause I did very badly in my midterm test, so I got to give it all. In another 3 weeks time FYP report dateline. I understand everybody is very busy doing their last shot. I must too.

I am doing and doing lab report alone, no source, no friends to refer to. Tough eh. But this is my choice. I brought myself here, so I got to pull it through. Cannot give up. Cannot avoid the struggle, cannot put it aside. Face it face it.

Nothing being checked from the list.

• FYP report
• lab report
• 2 assignment

Focus focus focus focus||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||

My Last Holiday of Uni Life

Today is the last day I am back at Penang, because I am going back to Melaka tonight.

Don't know why I can't sleep well last night.

Brain reluctant to relax.

MMU life for another 55days only!!

And in one month time, FYP report got to finalise.

I have 1 undone assignment,

1 lab session this Thursday follow by 1 lab report,

1 assignment presentation,

1 FYP report including experiment to run,

2 final exams.

Shall I appreciate my days left at uni??

or shall I look forward a fresh beginning after uni?

I should put it this way

Since it is just 55days left, why not live each day at Melaka happily?

Savor everyday left

A happy happy days

So that I will at least have good memories

A party at the start of uni life,

Ends with a party at the end of of uni life.

Yes, I will organise a party.

Invite all my uni friends,

and gather with fried chicken,