Final Year Project

Will this be really final year project? Me and Sim had the same doubts. We can always try our very best to do the best, but nothing is ever secured. Nothing is ever promising in life. Anything can turn wrong in life within seconds and minutes. We just have to be ready always like what girl guide had taught me, cogan kata pandu puteri "selalu sedia".

Another 11 days to presentation day. My heart is still sank with fear. I am easily afraid if anything goes wrong between this period of time. This is the critical time of my life. Seriously critical though its not a billion dollar business, but it's about time which money cannot replace. I am very sure I don't want to waste my time here anymore. I hope I will be able to do my very best in this time before 10th of May.

Studying for exam is easier than doing the technician job, drilling, screwing, measuring, sawing, and cutting. While Sim is doing the operator job with the bread board, from a hole to another hole and test.

Holy holy holy life, this is engineering life and I am 100% sure I don't belong here.

My bed room had turn into mechanical and electronic lab.. A picture describe all.

Really pray hard that everything will be xun xun li li.... After finalise the schematics, I want to go to temple to pray again. I can do my very best, but the rest is on God's hand.

Nearer

I must think I can. The damn lab report need like 30 pages for only 5 marks. So "bo tat" =.=|||

Almost no choice here, cause I did very badly in my midterm test, so I got to give it all. In another 3 weeks time FYP report dateline. I understand everybody is very busy doing their last shot. I must too.

I am doing and doing lab report alone, no source, no friends to refer to. Tough eh. But this is my choice. I brought myself here, so I got to pull it through. Cannot give up. Cannot avoid the struggle, cannot put it aside. Face it face it.

Nothing being checked from the list.

• FYP report
• lab report
• 2 assignment

Focus focus focus focus||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||

My Last Holiday of Uni Life

Today is the last day I am back at Penang, because I am going back to Melaka tonight.

Don't know why I can't sleep well last night.

Brain reluctant to relax.

MMU life for another 55days only!!

And in one month time, FYP report got to finalise.

I have 1 undone assignment,

1 lab session this Thursday follow by 1 lab report,

1 assignment presentation,

1 FYP report including experiment to run,

2 final exams.

Shall I appreciate my days left at uni??

or shall I look forward a fresh beginning after uni?

I should put it this way

Since it is just 55days left, why not live each day at Melaka happily?

Savor everyday left

A happy happy days

So that I will at least have good memories

A party at the start of uni life,

Ends with a party at the end of of uni life.

Yes, I will organise a party.

Invite all my uni friends,

and gather with fried chicken,

Siberian Dream

This is the book I am currently reading. The writer starts the story with her 3 years old at age, start schooling at a kindergarten.

TanSuAnn

I have a very annoying sister.

She is fat, nonono she is just plum.

That is her proclamation. Her mood has been bad lately due to girl's monthly thing. She is slacking down the hill, every day with her laptop and lock herself in the room. It is after series of begging for use of laptop that I get a chance to blog now.

Sometimes, I just don't quite understand the inner voices inside of me. What does it means and all, and why do I think such a way at an angle that is hard to interpret. Day after day, I keep believing something extraordinary that is meant for me is coming towards. I still keep searching for the answer to the mysterious voice, the thoughts that is so different from others. What does it means?

Anybody Successful?

Look around me, so far I only know two people in my life that is successful in making a living.

People I consider successful in getting what they want:

Joann, my CBW senior. My third uncle from mother side, my eldest cousin brother from mother side, and then who else?? I keep looking alertly for people who can change their life the way they want, and I am keeping an eye on it.

Being Moody

Perhaps it is my hunger in the stomach that is affecting my mood. Messaged Chea Wen and went out eat with him. Grateful to have him to go supper.

How I wish I have a laptop, that I can bring everything out of here to do. There are NO big and strong table for me to laid open all the materials I need to do report. Tables in my room is so small. I have no idea how to make full use of the tables I have here.

So, I thought of getting a Japanese table so that I can move my monitor down and keyboard to do my report where I can spread wide all the materials I need on the floor. Sigh. Sometimes when I think about life at Melaka, I start to feel depressed.

I think about the things I frustratingly need and just couldn't do anything to get them. Money limits my life, Melaka limits my life. This two is enough to make my life small.

Everywhere I go in Melaka, I feel unhappy. The people here are so boring, their clothing is lame, not to compare with the tourist here. I mean the local people here. The food here is average. But it is hard to get great appetite for food here. Everything I eat here is the same over and over again.

People said, it is good to be student. Yes it is, but not student in Melaka.