Thursday, June 30, 2011

Torn Apart

I'm attracted to both men.
Both won my heart in every way.

Now I'm going to distance myself away from them.
No more seeing each other so often.
No more complicating my heart.

I can't do my work properly.
All I see and think is them.

I can't sail in two ship at one time. this is fact.

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

Working Now


Yah. I am waiting for the backup to be restored into SDD.


I've had the time of my life

And I've never felt this way before

And I swear this is true

And I owe it all to you

I've had the time of my life

Well well, I have to admit that all this good joyous truest beautiful moments with friends, family and colleagues is happening right now for quite sometimes, and it smells forever.

3 men into me. The poorest man stands the boldest in my heart and the richest man stands the thinnest in my heart. Who says money matters most? I'm living it my way. Rich doesn't mean much to me. It's the compatibility, personality, characters and giving, providing ability that counts. Money don't sound when it comes to choosing a partner.

I'm not too sure which one I'll get along with in the end. Too good to be true. I'm glowing glowing glowing.

I don't care what's going on next, I'm thinking hard about perseverance of emotions and balance as such.

I want it all want it all want it all.

Sunday, June 12, 2011

Love------

What may come has come,
What shouldn't come has come.

Sigh, sometimes I hate my honesty to tell what's behind. But I am not strong to keep everything to myself. Will this honesty bring damages in between?

Sister is safe. But not mum! She tells dad everything. Obviously dad shouldn't know things which is raw. He should only tastes the delicious cooked up food.

Now that I'm half doomed. Sending my own misery to others. I think I may have get others into complicated thinking.