Allow me a chance for a good life story write up over here.
Lucky days came by, company send me to a fine with Club Med at Pulau Bintan. Off we go and reach the place in short time. Took a rest at the chalet with my colleague and went down to enjoy myself with the rest.
The BBQ session was well prepared and then there's beach volley ball game. I didn't join the game, and was watching the rest playing. My manager join in the game and he seems be able to play fine at it.
After some nice food, and a glass of cocktail I went to join in the game. The players getting more and more. Some come and some go. So I was waiting anxiously for my turn, the alcohol tolerance kick me hard and I was dancing myself there. My face was a little red, it could be from the Sun or from the running in the volley ball game. Most people can't tell that I am getting this red face from the alcohol drinks.
Game was finished, and I am walking off the place to get ready for the next game. Soccer. Whilst I am turning away, a man came calling me from the back and introduced himself as Mike from Australia showing off the pants that he is wearing having the flag of his own country. That moment he introduced himself, I sensed strongly that he is interested in me.
We play soccer together and we're in the same team. The team with the shirt off. We go running up and down. Awh, I don't really know how to play soccer. I am just trying to believe I can play, so I was running everywhere I can just to get some feel of the ball and immediately pass it to another mate.
I go like well done, good shot, good try. When the opponent was having the ball, I run around him and goes like trying to get the ball to make him panic. Mike saw that move from me and repeatedly say that I'm giving reasonably good pressure to him that leads to a better game for us. Huh, I received a soft feeling that he might be attracted to me as he took notice of the qualities I possessed.
Then the night came by, dinner time. I was dressed up in a long dress. Look attractive but I was not having enough energy to dance the night through and so, I was off to bed early even though the party was warming up right there with inviting activities ahead.
Awh, how I miss all that. Life should always be that fun. We should work hard to earn more and more so that we can spend it all well off on a life WORTH living! I miss having a deserving great fun life. Really wished with all my heart that life can sail me away from this norm boring life.. I miss having something I am really attracted towards. And now, I miss Mike so damn much and yet I can't see him. The only thing I am receiving from him is the whatsapp message. What more can life be better off with text messages?
Jump over my story to the second night. With some plan, I save some energy for the night to dance it all out. Before the dancing party, I was at the spa having massage. Right after the massage, my ankle was feeling a little bit uneasy full length of weight was pressing on it.
Still vividly in my mind, I go running excitedly of the night. Quickly grab myself a Margarita for the tempting salt at the circumference of the glass. Within minutes, I finish the drink and we all go into a dancing room to dance our heart out. At that moment, I saw my true self. The me that's been long missing. I can jump up and down and high up and low down like I was in my 16. Suddenly I am 12 years back in life. My mind keep flashing the image of my young self back in gathering, or campfire where we all dance like that cause we are so young and free from worries.
My ankle develop deep pain after all the dancing was over, I was laying on the couch and I see that Mike keep texting me. He sends me message asking all sorts of question and I have to thump him down with my emotional based answer as I am an emotional type of person.
Then I try to stand and my ankle was giving me a hard pain. At the end, he has to carry me on his back. It was such a sweet soft romance silently with him. I hugged him tight from the back and he cuddle my leg with his finger. I felt an intense feeling of attraction with him.
I just want to say that I miss him so damn much. So damn much. I don't know how life will unfold for both of us. I just know that I miss him near my body and soul like I missed another addiction in my life.
Mike, I wish this life work out for you and me.
