Really feel good planning for this coming KL trip.
Happy to be able to make plan with KL colleagues on Friday noon for lunch.
Happy might be able to meet up with Selina, Jane and Lynne.
My heart is flourishing again. Yuhooooo.
The whole trip is planned carefully.
Since I am putting little high hopes, I'm having higher expectation on myself.
Wanting to have the best of the best attire in the conventions.
Hope I can excel this time in my appearance to meet many faces in this event.
Yah, I will bring camera there. Yup Yup Yup.
Monday, April 23, 2012
Endless Dissatisfaction
Where I am right now, can only mean dissatisfaction.
What I actually want, has not arrive yet.
What can be challenging is, more and more patience.
My job has no meaning sometimes.
I cannot see this is where I am heading anymore.
I need more challenge to keep myself balance and alive.
This is not right, no no, this does not feel right.
My dream. Speaker. Now, I'm on the right path.
The only thing that feels right so far.
My goal. Learning and reading many things.
All been stagnant, because I'm enjoying my time being lazy.
A big issue hit me hard inside.
A big desire for change in my job.
I am only surviving in my job.
Everyday feels so helpless.
Everyday feels reluctant to wake up.
What am I to do with this condition.
Back from Japan with initial better emotions.
Then back to square one.
What am I suppose to do with this.
How am I suppose to handle all this.
I damn fucking need new motivation to survive in my work!!!!!
What I actually want, has not arrive yet.
What can be challenging is, more and more patience.
My job has no meaning sometimes.
I cannot see this is where I am heading anymore.
I need more challenge to keep myself balance and alive.
This is not right, no no, this does not feel right.
My dream. Speaker. Now, I'm on the right path.
The only thing that feels right so far.
My goal. Learning and reading many things.
All been stagnant, because I'm enjoying my time being lazy.
A big issue hit me hard inside.
A big desire for change in my job.
I am only surviving in my job.
Everyday feels so helpless.
Everyday feels reluctant to wake up.
What am I to do with this condition.
Back from Japan with initial better emotions.
Then back to square one.
What am I suppose to do with this.
How am I suppose to handle all this.
I damn fucking need new motivation to survive in my work!!!!!
Wednesday, April 18, 2012
Wonderful Time
Life is like a movie. The best part of life is back after a cycle. Happening right now. Feeling the bits of glorious love vibrating warmly in my heart.
Cheers to the world. To all the beautiful people, to all the beautiful soul I met in my journey of living. I cannot thank enough for all this wonderful and amazing events in life. My heart is fill with all that is needed.
Feels like floating on top of the world. The feeling is just amazingly awesome and wholly great. People around will fail to condemn me, for my heart is in joy.
One simple phrase "I feel alive".
Cheers to the world. To all the beautiful people, to all the beautiful soul I met in my journey of living. I cannot thank enough for all this wonderful and amazing events in life. My heart is fill with all that is needed.
Riding on the cloud, moving with the wind, rising with the sunlight. Praise this life. Love this life to the best the best the best and only the best.
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