Been so long since I write again in my blog. It was a great fun laughter filled weekend for me. It all started on Thursday night. With drinking at Traffic with Fong Ling and Inn Cheq. Followed by meeting Cynthia. We went to sit at Paragon without paying any amount of money for drinks. We just sit there and chat so much of all our relationship. So fun, so fulling. I'm very blessed and grateful to have had such great friends to accompany me when I was all angered about what happened on Wednesday night in that Karaoke Room.
Reach home late like 3am! And sleep till 11am the next day. It was all de-stress. Wake up to a happy morning. Had some glitch fight again with Kenny on the phone. And it went on and on and on. Oh ya not forgetting eating maggie mee cooked by mom. So blessed! I really appreciate what I have. For all that I had, I had a huge desire in becoming a better person.
The convention started off with dressing up and taking pictures. So there are a few pictures here and there.
My purpose of writing here is to sum up what I had learnt.
On Friday night. He said to me over the phone of that's because how you are that is making him not giving me what I want.....
Sunday, May 26, 2013
Tuesday, February 26, 2013
Last Few Days
Tomorrow will be the last day of my employment with Amada. So looking forward to the new job. I am building back all the emotional support I need. The worthy friendship. The worthy relationship. The worthy conversation. It is not easy to build good friendship. Especially quality and good one. Especially with the one you love. Especially with the one you would always wanting to hug.
A new chapter will unfold soon in my life. I am excited and looking forward to the day I am in this new company. My friends all are supportive on my move.
Relationship wise. Still the same. There's not much of changes and I guess I became tired and bored of the same circle that keeps looping on its own.
The same situation. He claimed that when he loves me I betrayed his love. After so long, he still doesn't. Perhaps I am the one who caused everything to go down the drain. Probably I won't be able to get love from him at all. That's the way that's mean to be I guess? That's the way he and me supposed to be together. Sometimes I don't feel we are truly together. I am more of an extra person in his life where he comes to me according to his need. He did put effort to make us better. Something which I cannot deny. However, I find that whatever he is doing is just equivalent to zero when he didn't love me with his heart. For now, I would prefer to be on my own than to have a man who failed to love me with whole heart.
I used to write a lot back then. I realize I write so little nowadays. Chatting with him has been a winning point when written lesser and lesser. I uses lesser and lesser words to express a certain point. The lesser the better it seems. The lesser communication with him the better? I don't see how we can progress much with the same attitude of him. Probably I will quit very soon. I'm extremely tired and exhausted in this floating relationship with him.................
A new chapter will unfold soon in my life. I am excited and looking forward to the day I am in this new company. My friends all are supportive on my move.
Relationship wise. Still the same. There's not much of changes and I guess I became tired and bored of the same circle that keeps looping on its own.
The same situation. He claimed that when he loves me I betrayed his love. After so long, he still doesn't. Perhaps I am the one who caused everything to go down the drain. Probably I won't be able to get love from him at all. That's the way that's mean to be I guess? That's the way he and me supposed to be together. Sometimes I don't feel we are truly together. I am more of an extra person in his life where he comes to me according to his need. He did put effort to make us better. Something which I cannot deny. However, I find that whatever he is doing is just equivalent to zero when he didn't love me with his heart. For now, I would prefer to be on my own than to have a man who failed to love me with whole heart.
I used to write a lot back then. I realize I write so little nowadays. Chatting with him has been a winning point when written lesser and lesser. I uses lesser and lesser words to express a certain point. The lesser the better it seems. The lesser communication with him the better? I don't see how we can progress much with the same attitude of him. Probably I will quit very soon. I'm extremely tired and exhausted in this floating relationship with him.................
Wednesday, February 20, 2013
Better Be Single
Than to have a man who do not have time for me. Didn't you think is better for me to just stay single? What better life is it for me than to be with a man who don't have time for me yeah?
Friday, February 15, 2013
Extremely Tired
Been so long I had been complaining about the horrible complicated relationship I was stuck at. However it is, it seems like a never ending in the process. No matter how much I loved or cared, everything is just the same.
This is life. The same complaints I had been throwing over again and again on my job. When I finally found something better for myself, the feeling is really FANTASTIC.
Probably I will have to hang on first before the awesome feeling can come to me. Just be patience and stay extremely positive. My life may not be the good one like what others could easily be having.
There's a path meant for me to walk on. Just make it better if not the best I can. Stop all the useless drama. Ask what is needed. Cherish what I have.
Don't know how le. Sometimes just feel so tired and really feel like giving up since we had not started. To have someone who don't love me, I rather just love myself and avoid this kind of rubbish.
Hang on lo. What to do. What choices do I have. I can't just run away if he chase me down. There's reasons why I meet people like him. There's reason why this complicated relationship take place in my life. There must be reasons. He might be the one to grow old with.
This is life. The same complaints I had been throwing over again and again on my job. When I finally found something better for myself, the feeling is really FANTASTIC.
Probably I will have to hang on first before the awesome feeling can come to me. Just be patience and stay extremely positive. My life may not be the good one like what others could easily be having.
There's a path meant for me to walk on. Just make it better if not the best I can. Stop all the useless drama. Ask what is needed. Cherish what I have.
Don't know how le. Sometimes just feel so tired and really feel like giving up since we had not started. To have someone who don't love me, I rather just love myself and avoid this kind of rubbish.
Hang on lo. What to do. What choices do I have. I can't just run away if he chase me down. There's reasons why I meet people like him. There's reason why this complicated relationship take place in my life. There must be reasons. He might be the one to grow old with.
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