I hate sitting at office with nothing to do. At least give me some real task to busy with. At least give me some kind of duty so that I can feel myself useful.
Supposed at 3pm, boss would brief me on the new self-learning kit, called Automgen. It's 3pm now and seems like nothing is happening.
I feel I can't breathe a second thinking how empty my job and life is. I'm worried, feeling insecure of many things. Even so, I got to move on. Those days I can get intimate with my pillows and comforter is the best days of all. No worries, just lay there and rest like a useless woman and wait patiently for something good for me.
I wonder in this world, where do I belong. Always feeling unwanted to everywhere I was standing. :( emo and emo
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