Comfort zone?
Working environment?
Family like environment?
Loving caring environment?
Challenging environment?
Easy life environment?
Father like manager?
High standard manager?
Or a manager that will smile at me caused I've learned my lesson?
Am I ready to leave my beautiful life?
Will I like myself to step into a hazardous life?
If I were to leave, this is just like a break up to me.
My lovely friends, so lovely friends, so chilling up friends, so fun comfortable friends, so humorous friends, so kindly friends, so laughable friends, so sweet and dear friends... Am I ready to leave them for something out there? I love them so much, but can I be with them longer or will I able to leave?
Oh oh, what do I want Tan Su Ding?
I can't even figure out what type of man I want to land myself into.
Sometimes I like mature & strong hard guy, but sometimes I like soft lovely childish guy.
Things that I want or like is all completely opposite to one another.
Sigh. Why I can be so confused? Has I lost the will power to choose; to really want something anymore? I used to know very clearly what I want. What path I wanted to travel. I was once too dried out on my journey in getting what I want. Might be, the exhaustion is still dancing in my bone.
Do I like easily? Do I love easily?
One note: Why he didn't pick up my phone? Probably he needs to think about me and not ready to see me. Alright, I will take this answer to myself. Sigh.
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